Hey Buddy,
I haven’t talked to you in four days, how have you been?
I think I didn’t tell you about my English teacher wanting me to do my English SBA Speaking Exam. You know, I was quite hesitant at first but today I had to do it because I promised my English teacher and I don’t back down on promises as I’m trying to build a good habit.
I haven’t talked to that large of a crowd for a long time so it was nerve-wracking. Mostly of the bullies didn’t pay much attention to what I was talking about and they made a lot of noise, it kind of affected me a little, I felt like they were laughing and pointing at me but it’s probably me getting really paranoid and me overthinking too much.
I wanted to make excuses on not doing the SBA but I felt like Ms Khemlani wanted me to do it. After my speech, she said that I had good pronunciation and was very fluent and overall really good. One of my past bullies told me that I got full marks on my test, curious on how she knew, she probably asked or something like that, weird.
Anyways after that, I felt relieved. You know, during that time, I felt myself quite literally shaking and stuff like that but Ms Khemlani said she didn’t notice anything and was really surprised in me. That felt nice to hear!
Let me talk to you about other stuff since school is boring and I don’t like my old school, it sucks ass honestly.
I’ve been talking to this guy recently, he’s from Uzbekistan and he’s called Wave. How did you know each other? I knew you’d ask this question. Well, basically Reddit has this group about Australian Visas, and I had posted some enquiries in the group about my visa, I mentioned something around the lines like this, “I lodged my visa on the 24th of January…”, then he commented and said that he lodged on a similar date which was on the 23rd of January. So he said I’d be the first person to know if his visa got granted. Since then, we’ve been updating each other and now we’ve been using Instagram to talk since reddit’s DM functions don’t work really well. Now, his visa got granted but unfortunately mine hasn’t yet.
Okay, so why am I talking about him? Well after those updates, he said that he hopes we’ll meet and get to know each other as promised, and of course I’d be willing to do that. He also said he really likes my personality. Quoted: “We had so much fun talking and I’m interested in getting to know you.” He also said that I was “beautiful, pretty and cute”. Hmmmmm… is he interested to getting to know me as a friend or a potential partner? We’ll find out someday, but don’t worry I’ll be updating more frequently from now on (hahahaha).
I asked my older friend, who’s kind of like a sibling. He’s gives me really good life advice, he might be my life mentor lol. I basically told him everything about this guy and he asked that what qualities were important to me and what I was looking for in a person.
So here are my requirements, write them down Buddy!
- Patience
- Loyalty
- Humor
- Kindness to me, family, strangers and animals
- Polite
- Manners
- Be proactive
- Have a loving family
- Respectful
- Honest
- Disciplined
- Soft spoken
- Humble
- Kind and caring
These are my main requirements, while I expect my future partner to do so. I also expect myself to show these qualities, because it’d be silly and naive of me to be selfish and take benefits from the other party while I can’t even fulfill my own requirements.
I’ve always believed that love should be balanced and it’s important that both parties put in effort to love and care for each other, but I do understand that sometimes we have our bad days which are crucial when building a solid and healthy relationship. Hopefully I find this kind of love someday 🙂 That’d be nice.
So, I guess I’ll stop here for today, thanks for listening to me and I hope you have a great night Bud!
With love and hope,
Alice Hsieh.
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